12.10.05

Been Dumped

Yeah, well, remember that first weekend together... I couldn’t even imagine why you had your hands all over me.  It was nice and all, and I surely like that kind of attention, but I was thinking “This is all a little too much and too quick, no?... like Are you picturing your ex-girlfriend or your favorite actress or something... I mean, of course, I had to ask myself “Does he even know my name?”  And not to hurt your feelings or anything, but that wasn’t really any kind of way to make love (or have sex or even fuck for that matter).. Was it??  I didn’t think you could make up your mind that you wanted to or not, and I guess I was right.  But really worst of all, the thing I couldn’t stop thinking about since that Saturday and Sunday, the thing that I knew would ruin me for you anyway in the long or short run was that God Awful Snoring.  That kind of thing just doesn’t go away no matter what you do... Does it?  Oh sure, sleep on your side, your stomach, but when you turn onto your back... FUCK How do you ever learn to live or sleep with that? So... Am I sorry it didn’t work out? No, not really, but Thanks for the decent cup of coffee. x